Friday, June 26, 2009

latest updates

MY MARRIAGE: NEW AND A LOT OF WORK. I AM HAPPY THAT OMAR AND I DECIDED TO TAKE THE NEXT STEP AND GET MARRIED. IT NOT EASY AND IT'S A LOT OF WORK BUT IT'S WORTH IT....

MY FAMILY: STILL DIVIDED LIKE A PIE OF PIZZA BUT STILL I MANAGE TO STAND STRONG; MY FAMILY HAS BEEN CURSED AND IT SUCKS. ALMOST EVERYBODY IS OUT FOR THERE SELVES AND IT'S NOT SUPPOSE TO BE THAT WAY. I THOUGHT FAMILY IS SUPPOSE TO STICK TOGETHER BUT NOT MINE!!

MY THREE LOVELY SONS: GETTING BIG AND MORE AND MORE ACTIVE EVERY DAY. BRANDON AND ISAIAH STARTED SUMMER VACATION TODAY AND OMARI STILL SCARED TO WALK LOL... HE WILL WALK ON BEDS BUT NOT A GROUND LOL; TOO FUNNY! OH YEAH HE SAYS MAMA LOUD AND CLEAR NOW AND I LOVE IT....

THANKS; HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND! BLOG FOR YOU SOON LOL....

Friday, June 12, 2009

I'm Suppose to be happy!

I AM A NEWLY MARRIED WOMAN AND I AM SUPPOSE TO BE CELEBRATING A NEW CHAPTER IN MY LIFE BUT HOW CAN I BE HAPPY WHEN THE MAN I SHARE A CHILD WITH IS GOING THROUGH SO MUCH???? DARYL AND I HAVE HAD A ROLLER COASTER PAST 8 YEARS. WE HAVE A BEAUTIFUL SON TOGETHER AND LEARNED TO LOVE AND RESPECT EACH OTHER; HIS LEG WAS CUT OFF THIS AFTERNOON AND I KNOW HE IS DEALING WITH A LOT. I SEE HIM AND TRY TO ACT LIKE IF IT'S NOT BOTHERING ME; WHEN INSIDE IT'S KILLING ME. I WISH I COULD TAKE SOME OF THE PAIN AWAY FOR HIM! GOD IS GOOD AND IS GOING TO GET HIM THROUGH IT.... I HAVE FAITH!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

My Big Day....

OK. As we all should know by now Omar and my big day is Thursday and although I am nervous about getting married I am happy I am going through with it. I look forward to starting this marriage journey with him. I hope to see you there at the ceremony.

Refreshments & Food at my mothers house after the ceremony (195 George Street, New Brunswick, NJ)