I'm Suppose to be happy!

I AM A NEWLY MARRIED WOMAN AND I AM SUPPOSE TO BE CELEBRATING A NEW CHAPTER IN MY LIFE BUT HOW CAN I BE HAPPY WHEN THE MAN I SHARE A CHILD WITH IS GOING THROUGH SO MUCH???? DARYL AND I HAVE HAD A ROLLER COASTER PAST 8 YEARS. WE HAVE A BEAUTIFUL SON TOGETHER AND LEARNED TO LOVE AND RESPECT EACH OTHER; HIS LEG WAS CUT OFF THIS AFTERNOON AND I KNOW HE IS DEALING WITH A LOT. I SEE HIM AND TRY TO ACT LIKE IF IT'S NOT BOTHERING ME; WHEN INSIDE IT'S KILLING ME. I WISH I COULD TAKE SOME OF THE PAIN AWAY FOR HIM! GOD IS GOOD AND IS GOING TO GET HIM THROUGH IT.... I HAVE FAITH!